Life is just simply unfair, but you cant blame anyone for it. I just need to shout out whats deep inside my heart, i cant hold it any more longer...
When i'm unhappy, I choose to face it myself cos no one gonna understand the real feeling... Telling that someone close to you is simply uselss cos he/she might not see it as a problem. Thats how depression comes about.
I dont wan to blame anybody for the misery but im upset... Really really upset...
I have no idea what is the truth and Im never gonna know it...
I told myself, nah.... its nothing. No a problem at all, but deep inside, its bothering me.
The day when I started my blog, I find it so stupid. Why should I be writing everything on the web and allows everyone to view all the stupid things ive done. As time pass by, i realise this is the only channel that i can feel free to write whatsever on my mind. For the past 3 years, my post have been getting lesser and lesser. Cos i know that there are some things that I cant share nor say....
I just wish someone will really understand my needs and what is important to me. I need that person to protect me from harms and treats. Protect me from the bottom of his heart, protecting me because... Im your wife.... Im tired of talking and entertaining. Please just be that someone whom i need, be that someone who can deliver the vows he said on 29 November 2009...
Sigh.... just another sleepless night....
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